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druidspell) wrote2007-04-09 10:03 pm
druidspell) wrote2007-04-09 10:03 pm
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And a more serious meme
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steamboat28, who is a friendsfriend.
1 - List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2 - Don't say who they are.
3 - Please do not assume that anything is about you.
4 - If you are not 110% convinced... it's probably not you
1. I wish I'd never met you; you hurt me and used me, and I can't bring myself to be sorry that we don't speak very often anymore.
2. I miss you more than I let on, and I worry that you're going to forget about me.
3. Sometimes I'm glad that you're across the state, just so that you won't see the person I've become.
4. I don't remember what you look like anymore. I remember how your house smelled, how the sandwiches you made me tasted, but I can't remember your face, or your smile, or your voice, half so well as I wish.
5. I don't love you as much as I used to. Sometimes it makes me depressed, and other times... other times, I'm relieved.
6. I hate that you don't care about the damage you've done. I hate that you can't see how good she is, and how much you should treasure her. I can't believe anyone could see her and not want to do good by her, and the fact that you don't, and that you let other people hurt her, is completely anathema to me.
7. I hate you a little bit, sometimes. I'm never happy about it, but that little bit of hate keeps me sane.
8. I hate it when you talk about wanting to be a wife and mom, and not do anything else. It makes me want to say horribly mean things to you, and I feel guilty even thinking them, because I'd kill anyone who told you that.
9. You introduced me to a world of people who are just like me. I'm more grateful than I could possibly say.
10. You have horrible taste in men. No, really. Have you looked at your track record?
11. I really have no idea who you're talking about when you talk about your crush; I don't know if you think I know, but let me assure you, I'm just wandering blindly in the dark most of the time.
12. I'm disappointed that you didn't do more with your life.
13. I never even met you, and I still think you're an awful human being.
14. You helped me to come into my own, and I'm grateful, but I hate the way you went about doing it.
15. I'm not afraid of her; I'm just... careful.
16. I worry about you: if you're safe, if you're happy... if you still love me. I wish you were still here, so I could ask you in person.
17. Get your head out of your ass.
18. Even after all this time, I still can't figure out why you did it. And it doesn't hurt as much as it could, some days, but it still hurts a little bit, every single day. I wasn't even that close to you.
19. When you speak Chinese, it makes me sleepy.
20. I'm totally in love with you, in the most platonic way possible.
steamboat28, who is a friendsfriend.1 - List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2 - Don't say who they are.
3 - Please do not assume that anything is about you.
4 - If you are not 110% convinced... it's probably not you
1. I wish I'd never met you; you hurt me and used me, and I can't bring myself to be sorry that we don't speak very often anymore.
2. I miss you more than I let on, and I worry that you're going to forget about me.
3. Sometimes I'm glad that you're across the state, just so that you won't see the person I've become.
4. I don't remember what you look like anymore. I remember how your house smelled, how the sandwiches you made me tasted, but I can't remember your face, or your smile, or your voice, half so well as I wish.
5. I don't love you as much as I used to. Sometimes it makes me depressed, and other times... other times, I'm relieved.
6. I hate that you don't care about the damage you've done. I hate that you can't see how good she is, and how much you should treasure her. I can't believe anyone could see her and not want to do good by her, and the fact that you don't, and that you let other people hurt her, is completely anathema to me.
7. I hate you a little bit, sometimes. I'm never happy about it, but that little bit of hate keeps me sane.
8. I hate it when you talk about wanting to be a wife and mom, and not do anything else. It makes me want to say horribly mean things to you, and I feel guilty even thinking them, because I'd kill anyone who told you that.
9. You introduced me to a world of people who are just like me. I'm more grateful than I could possibly say.
10. You have horrible taste in men. No, really. Have you looked at your track record?
11. I really have no idea who you're talking about when you talk about your crush; I don't know if you think I know, but let me assure you, I'm just wandering blindly in the dark most of the time.
12. I'm disappointed that you didn't do more with your life.
13. I never even met you, and I still think you're an awful human being.
14. You helped me to come into my own, and I'm grateful, but I hate the way you went about doing it.
15. I'm not afraid of her; I'm just... careful.
16. I worry about you: if you're safe, if you're happy... if you still love me. I wish you were still here, so I could ask you in person.
17. Get your head out of your ass.
18. Even after all this time, I still can't figure out why you did it. And it doesn't hurt as much as it could, some days, but it still hurts a little bit, every single day. I wasn't even that close to you.
19. When you speak Chinese, it makes me sleepy.
20. I'm totally in love with you, in the most platonic way possible.